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im sorry

There is a girl who is following me and i miss her so much She hates me she wants me dead and i couldn’t care less i still care about her with all my heart ive said some things im not proud of i wish she knew how bad i feel i said something mean to her and i didn’t stop I couldn’t let her be happy but now shes sad again and i want to make her happy again i want to fix her broken heart her name is Alyssa J. and she was one of the most amazing people i knew but now she hates my guts I understand why i was a moron and whether she sees this or not i still want people to know that i think shes awesome and i hate myself for hurting her feelings I was a stupid jerk and ive been thinking since the last time we talked no I am a monster I know but i need Closure with you Whether you want to be my friend again or not I don’t care i just want to hear you one more time i want to hear a goodbye that doesn’t end in “I want you dead” or “I hate you” I want to say im truly sorry Ive never apologized to anyone with this much sincerity im a terrible person yes but your not your amazing and i know you’ve gone through some tough times since we stopped being friends i really miss you can I hear your adorable once more time can i see the real you I hurt you and i want to fix what i did Legendkid100 Cameron Gilchrest Thatkid SuicideTyrant21  all me but theres no real me and i want you to know i miss you a whole bunch :[ your gaming buddy legend and if i cant fix things goodbye forever my guardian angel

Welcome to my hell

This made me so sad shes a beautiful girl and its amazing how many sad things she hides behind her amazing smile no matter how sad she is she brightens everyone else’s day :]

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LOL i would say this :]

LOL i would say this :]

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Let the truth be known

Let the truth be known

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Who knew alyssa had her own poster XD

Who knew alyssa had her own poster XD

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A monster who broke me down and helped me learn

Hello people of Tumblr do you know that one girl filled with lies and no heart has a fake love going on currently because someone with no heart cant love am i right I mean people this girl is one of the meanest people i have ever met sure she was nice to me at first but then she started hitting on all of my friends and treating me like dirt so I deployed my plan to get rid of her who knew it would work so well granted i would like to have her as a friend again because she was fun to talk to and her voice was adorable but even if we somehow became quote on quote “friends” again I would know what lies behind her mask lies and nothing but fake bullshit now tell me does a girl who insults you degrades you wishes you dead just because you made a joke and when she dug deeper into ur wounds you fought back then she hates you does she deserve a second chance never as long as i live and lemme tell you something about myself i always give second chances so i just wanted you to know how much i hate you by alyssa your an evil bitch and i hope to see your picture in the obituaries one day :} Or be the reason your picture is there <3

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cokedaddy:

relevant NO
Necessary. YEZ

cokedaddy:

relevant NO

Necessary. YEZ

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Welcome to my hell

TWO HOURZ OF SEARCHING ON YOUTUBE CAUSE I COULDNT REMEMBER THE NAME OF THE SONG :D

In memory of the dead to me

I thought in my mind I love her because she makes me smile well that was then this is now i hate you with every ounce of my soul you were just a monster waiting to tear out my heart with you claws now i find out your just a dumb whore who only has love from a jackass who only wants you for your body i know this because i pay attention and i know how to hack computers very well :} but now you have something inside you that proves what you truly are a whore and a slut all of your friends are fake and you go on complaining how much your life sucks and you never knew how horrible my life was and you spit in my face all the time you treated me like dirt I treated you like an angel i was always nice to you but when you truly ripped my heart out i finnally figured out it was time you felt my pain so i decided to rip your heart out so u feel my pain you evil bitch I give all of my friends a second chance I wish id never even given you a chance your a soulless bitch your face may be pretty but your heart is black and your ugly inside you bitch at me from behind a computer screen or from and xbox mic well if you really want me gone come to me and say it to my face that will let me know you truly mean it

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